I’ve pretty much had a poopie week. What I had as my goals for this week didn’t really happen. I was in a funk that I just couldn’t pull myself out of. I think it was all AF related. Damn witch! Along with AF comes yet another month that we didn’t get pregnant. It’s exhausting. I’m so over it at this point. We took a month off along the way so we wouldn’t “burn out”, but it’s happening anyway. I’m approaching my 38th birthday in just two short months & it’s making things harder & harder. At this point I have no interest in medical intervention. We, well, probably more I believe that if God wants me to have another baby…it’ll happen. I have the world’s most amazing little boy ever who truly brings me so much joy…I AM BLESSED!
Things are looking up though. Something really great happened today in our personal life that has been needed. Still a long way from what we’d like but a BIG step in the right direction! Sometimes that’s all it takes…just one thing to go in the right direction – and then the rest will follow!
So, whatever tomorrow may bring, I have to keep my head held high & know if there is a gain, it’s Ok. This is a life long journey that I’m not stopping. I’m not letting anything get in my way!